It's too much

Sometimes I think, I am very lucky. Problems solve themselves. People are regarding me with favour. Dangerous situations accidentially turn to good account.
Sometimes I think, I don't deserve this. Sometimes I think, this all isn't happening accidentially anymore. This must be real luck.

Today is NOT one of those days.

Today I feel like all things "accidentially" turn bad.

Today I feel like everyone sees me as a low-performer. And I also don't feel well with all the unknown people. All the people I read about. As I read statistics, surveys, comments, articles ... it seems that people don't like me - because they don't like something that applies to me.

Usually I don't care about such things. Usually I think "There are many people, which don't like what and how I am - but there are enough people, which DO like me."

But today there is too much. Too many mistakes, too many reprehensions, too many bad news, too many stupid comments, just too much of it all.

And yes, it aggrieves me.